This note comes from an email that I sent a close friend of mine who has been experiencing tough times. I remembered tough times I had (and have), and got to writing some of my thoughts out. This post is some of my reflections about our relationships with the Lord.
In this note I make reference to Jean Guyon (also known as Madam Guyon) she was a Christian mystic who was seen as a heretic in her time, and was put in prison more than once for her faith and the practice/expression of her faith. She experienced a reality with the Lord that transcended her circumstances, and there are several books that have been written from the collection of her writings.
Here now is the actual start of my note:
There are times that I become more convinced that Jean Guyon had it right, that circumstances and events are not what life is about - rather that life is about relationship with Jesus. That no matter what our circumstances, location, marriage, family, vocation, etc there is nothing that can separate us from the love of God. Nothing, well, except for our thinking (ouch). I remember vividly her teaching on maturity, how God will work with us in such a way that we learn to depend on Him (she would explain this as turning inside, not to look for our own strength, but to look to the Lord who dwells in our spirit). He wants us to depend on Him, not on feelings, not on memories or past experiences, but to know Him and His reality. To count as fact what He says in His word. How He does says that nothing can separate us from His love, that He is always with us, that is, He is ever available for us, and we can not flee from His presence - even if we make our bed in hell He is there.
Note (Before I continue this discussion, we do need to realize that sin does separate us from God, that if we are abiding in or practicing sin, we need to repent (I John 1:9 and other scriptures help us to see this). The point I am discussing is not about sin separating us from God, rather, or our wrong thinking and religious practices.)
There are times (many, many times) that my brain and my search for "feelings" get right in the way of my relationship with God. I look for evidence, I look for experience (or works), and I look for validation from others to make me "feel" as if I am right with the Lord. When I get in this mode it seems that two things happen; one is that I find "feelings" or some kind of feedback that makes me think that I am in the will of God, or that I have done (or am doing) the will of God. The other thing that happens is that I don't find that "feeling" or get the right kind of feedback that I am looking for, and the result is that I think I have missed God.
I think you can see where I am going with this - because I have put myself as the authority of my life and it is me that evaluates and judges all that I do, or all that I experience. When I distill this thinking down to its base element, it looks like my human thinking, or the human judgment of others is what guides my life.
When the Word tells me that nothing can separate me from the love of God (Rom 8), or that I am grafted into Him (Rom 11), or that I abide in Him (John 15), then I need to change my basis of thinking and get it in alignment with the word. It was this type of thinking that allowed Jean Guyon to refer to her time of imprisonment in France, as the place where the Lord made her prison a palace. It was this type of thinking that allowed Joseph not only to endure, but to grow and mature, for the 13 years from the point he, when at 17 he was sold in to slavery, till he was 30 and elevated to position in Egypt. When things get bad for me, and when I start feeling sorry for myself, I remember that I don't have it as bad as Joseph. If he could press past his circumstances, his thinking, and press past them into a state of real relationship with the Lord, then there is no reason that I can't either. And the truth be known, there are people in this world today that do have it as bad as Joseph, people who are imprisoned and persecuted for their faith, who live in oppressive and violent circumstances.
I say these things not to bring shame or contempt on me or anyone else, but only to raise awareness that God and our relationship with Him, is something that transcends this world. It is something that is greater and deeper and bigger than the world with live in. I think this is some of the thinking that is seen in Heb 11 where we read of all the heroes of faith, not only the times they prospered, but also the hard times they experienced. The reading makes it clear that they are not citizens of this world, but they are citizens of the heavenly realm. The account tells us that they are those of whom the world is not worthy. I think these folks were those that lived in the world, but were not of the world.
Having said all of this I know goes back to where I started in this writing, which talked about relationship with the Lord being more that feelings. If we are going to believe His word that nothing can separate us from the love of God, than we can learn how to press past the pain and disappointment of our circumstances, and press right into Him. If I go back to some of what Jean Guyon wrote, she described these difficult times of life as the maturing process that the Lord works in us, so that we can learn that He is greater than the circumstances.
I look for, even long for the day that we can understand and embrace the reality and depth of our relationship with the Lord. I really want all of us to have a relationship with the Lord that is not dependant on our circumstances, but one that is truly and entirely dependant on Him.
When we repent and receive salvation, we have eternal life. We get it now, not when we die. God wants us to have life now, He wants us to live and grow and have our being in Him. He wants all us to be able to know the reality of John 10:10 - He can to bring us life and life more abundantly.
Thank you Lord that we have life in you! Thank you that there is nothing that can separate us from your love! Thank you that our relationship with you is not dependant on anything we do, nor is it dependant on our circumstances! Thank you that it's all about You, and the wonderful reality of our relationship with You.